We sing songs, learn new words like “holistic child development“, eat fish heads and potatoes, run relay races, cry and laugh a lot. And at the end of the day we’re full – of information and emotion and inspiration. Where do we begin to write?
So, as the bus pulls up to the hotel, I ask the bloggers what they’ll remember about this day for years to come.
What one snapshot will you carry from this day? Start there.
For me?
Darwa was my shadow today. He took my hand early this morning when we first arrived at Child Development Center TZ-967. And he woulnd’t let go. And he never said a word. He just held on.
Until fatigue chased him down. He fought valiantly though; his head bobbing, eyes fluttering.
But finally sleep overtook him and his fingers slipped off mine and he leaned his sweaty back against my chest.
He let go.
And I held him.
Rest.
It was a moment that reminded me of another snapshot I’ve carried since 2005.
I pushed Yanci, the first child I sponsored, in a swing at a Child Development Center in El Salvador. She clung to me like I was her favorite uncle. We played and laughed hard together for hours and then, at the end of that too-short day, on a bus speeding through San Salvador’s buzzing streets, life s l o w e d down for me and came into crisp focus.
Yanci laid her sweaty face against my chest. I brushed the hair away from her eyes and heard – deep down in my bones – that I was saved for this. For children like Yanci in need of release from poverty. For Americans like me in need of rescue from wealth.
My fingers slipped off my life – my work, my house, my cable, my time, my money. No longer mine. I let go. And Yanci became famous.
There’s no rest for those who hold on. Let go. Sponsor a child.
Michelle ~ Blogging from the Boonies says:
Simply beautiful!!
MainlineMom aka Sarah says:
Soooo perfect. Trying every day to let go. Working towards being rescued from wealth. Fighting against that voice that tells me I’m crazy for some of the steps I’m taking.
Does that voice ever go away, Shaun? The voice that says your sacrifice is too much?
Lori Krausen says:
As soon as I saw that first picture and started reading about how you explained your connection with Darwa, I thought of Yanci. Keep up making good connections with the precious children and doing wonderful work in God’s name,
Kris says:
breathtaking…
Karen says:
The picture of him holding your pinky is very probably the most moving picture I have ever seen. Something about it….. literally takes my breath away!
Til the rich ones give…and the poor ones live……
Christine says:
All His voice, spoken through you. Wonderful and thank you!
Steve Jones says:
Great post! Beautiful! I think we all fell in love with Darwa.
IsassSara says:
I am deeply moved by your post. Ever since fellow Minnesotan, Gussy~Maggie wrote about going, I’ve been watching, waiting to hear all about it. Our church does missions, lately I’ve been feeling a tug towards a trip…but how, I have 2 children 9&7, my husband has been laid off for nearly a year, and even though this last year has been a struggle for us…my heart breaks for those who have less, whose struggles are bigger. I am praying for you and for this team, and for all of the beautiful faces I see in these photos.
alyssa says:
yes.
wow.
that’s all i can say.
thanks, shaun, that was beautiful. 🙂
Jill Foley says:
So precious – what an adorable little boy. I love the picture of him holding on to your finger.
Hopeful Hez says:
There’s no borders or boundaries for love. Love speaks a language all her own, as she writes upon one’s heart. what an amazing day it must have been with Darwa!
Amy says:
Amazingly beautiful pictures.
It’s such a God-thing that these little souls trust and love so, so much.
Yvonne says:
Oh, to be able to cuddle one of those sweet children! And what a precious memory to always have in your heart…and for that little boy to always have in his heart too.
Zoë says:
The story of the little one falling asleep on your chest made me smile. To rest and be safe is so precious. It’s what God does for me… Thank you for being the presence of Jesus for that little boy. I thank God for Compassion and the thousands of workers being the presence of Jesus for the children who need nurturing, and for the adults who need to know that life is not just a struggle.
Thank you. I will copy and paste this link into my new blog (I’m still learning how to use it). I have very few readers so far, but it’s better than me hijacking your blog and you’ve really set me thinking. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Sarah G @ JoyontheJourney says:
I’ve been looking forward to this trip for months as the first child we sponsored 3 years ago lives in Tanzania. I just checked to see how many children are looking for sponsors this year and Compassion’s site is only showing 2 from Tanzania! Is that possible? If so that is incredible! There were over 400 the last time I looked a few days ago!
Thank you for all the advocating you do on behalf of Compassion. God certainly used your words and the words on the bloggers on the Philippines trip to change my husband and I’s hearts last year!
Lindsay says:
Someone once told me “We are not blessed so that we can have. We are blessed so that we can give.” It’s something that I struggle with (and I don’t think I’m alone) but I do realize that every single time I let a little bit go, I feel it in my soul. These are beautiful pictures and the stories behind them are equally wonderful.
Debora says:
Wow! what a precious moment you had with little one who always have way to say to our heart in spite of their limitation . thank you Shaun for sharing this with us.
Shannon says:
We sponsor a child in Tanzania. His name is Lemidius and he will be 10 in June. We have sponsored him for 3 years and I just ache to get to meet him one day. If you are in his area (TZ-235 is our code), I’d love to hear about it!
Ashley says:
Well, Darwa just captured my heart, so I can only imagine what you are feeling. Praying for all of you and every child in need this week.
Kim says:
So beautiful!!! I never felt closer to God then the day I met one of the children I sponsor in Peru. Yes, its true we all are saved FOR a purpose.
Kenny B says:
What a wonderful story and photos of Darwa, Thank you Shaun for sharing a inspiring story for us all. I sponsor a child in TZ-559, do you know how I might get photo’s of it? Really would love to see Agnes’s school or village. Thank you. and God Bless you.