I’m trying to remain composed but finding it very difficult. I survived a season of depression at age 26 only to see it return last year, approximately the same time frame you, Cindy and Travis visited our fellowship for “Gloria.” What followed was very, very difficult… and I’m still trying to sort through it. The cliches and good intentions flowed freely, but I was left more alone and empty than I’ve ever been. Had it not been for pure family responsibilities I shudder to think through what could have been. It was ugly, dark and quiet.

Recently I’ve involved myself in a new volunteer ministry and feel spiritually healthier than I’ve been in months. My life has been simplified greatly, my j-o-b (abstinence training) has been an oasis for me and my family. Here’s the thing: I still want to know about my depression… how? Why? When will I see it again in force? Will it ever be defeated? Thank you for your transparency and insight.

I suppose it won’t be until our Lord returns, but your post has been a tremendous encouragement to me. My mentor used to tell me that “you can’t give what you don’t have.” Thank you for reminding me how much I have to give and what it’s worth to God.

Thankful for a better night’s sleep,

Kevin